why can’t I be

dancing through life?

cover letters

I hate cover letters.

I have been working on this one for the last week, and getting it just right is so *difficult*.  I am constantly trying not to write things or phrase sentences in such a way that would be considered “wrong”, but without leaving out information that may be necessary or interesting for employers to know.

I’m so frustrated right now I feel sick.

make-up!

it’s cheaper than therapy.  At least, according to Benefit Cosmetics’ website.

Hahahahaha.  

I don’t think so.

you fail at life

Do not pass Go.

Such bad timing. I really need to start working on this “self-discipline” thing everybody talks about. :(

About a week ago, I got myself involved in something that has since sucked me in and taken hold — second life. That’s right folks; the girl who doesn’t even have a first life has a second life. gah.

I’ve actually tried my hand at second life several times before (just to see what all the fuss was about), but it never really caught my interest until now. The reason it has happened now is most probably definitely due to the fact that I have important, pressing issues to deal with that I’d much rather avoid, such as studying, making housing arrangements and, oh yes, FINDING A DAMN JOB.

Someone save me from myself! It’s depressing; I can’t be trusted to run my own life. ; _ ;

 

 

 

ps: Wicked rocks

lazybum

gaaahh need to tone up need to tone up

work out more
eat more healthily
stop being such a pig.

yes this does follow from the ms anorexia post from before and from seeing pictures of another asian girl, who, while not stick thin, is considerably slimmer than I.  I’m unbearably vain and want ppl to look at memeME.

har har. naaah.

the honest truth (or most of it) is that this is a bit of a healthy-lifestyle-high I’m on. I went for a free yoga class today and quite liked it. I normally hate going to the gym for any reason, but objectively speaking it could just be that it was simply the environment and type of exercise that didn’t appeal to me. I took a pilates class about a year ago, but the commute to the gym and back in the winter, as well as the cramped basement room we occupied detracted from my enjoyment. another time I tried the treadmills but that was just half-an-hour of mind-numbing dullness. This particular class was varied, held in a nice spacious clean room and wasn’t crowded and oh what a difference it made. I hadn’t realised till then how much I actually enjoy / missed mat exercise. So it seems I’ve finally found my workout style: fun classes in nice locations; no boring sweaty treadmills and dumbbells, thank you.

being twiggy

just read the blog of a girl who’s 5′3″ and 43kg, complaining about being too heavy.  where does that put me, 5′0″ and 45kg?

I’ve always known I’m not as thin as the average asian stick - I mean chick, but good grief, by how much?  according to that estimation I should be about 40kg or less.  wtfxyzbbq??11

maybe I should start going to the gym, incidentally right next door,  as I’ve been telling myself I should.   though if being healthy/fit hasn’t been motivation enough for me, i’m not sure losing weight is.  :D

mmmake-up

superficiality: the order of the day.

Just bought me some make-up brushes and can’t wait till they arrive!   I’ve been meaning to round out my make-up collection with a few good tools for a while now, and finally got around to doing so a few days ago.  Perhaps not the best timing, considering how I’ve two midterms later today, but by now you shouldn’t be too surprised.  [sheepish grin]

In a week or two my tests/papers will be behind me, and I’ll be able to sleep - sweet sleep! - and work on my job applications proper.  It’s a wonderful life.

Hope you lot are well.  Whatever it is you’re too busy doing to update, don’t get caught.   Cheerio

i will follow you into the dark - death cab for cutie

testing vimeo

“Ever!” :D

This should only be viewable to people on my youtube friend list, so if you aren’t (and would like to see it), please just send me a message - or befriend me - from your youtube account.

All back-handed compliments/complaints/snide remarks will be met with bitch-slapping. Cheers!

[edit]
I’ve moved the video to vimeo, which has a much better setup! The video is private, but if you know my first name it shouldn’t be a problem. :)

[fume]

I am enraged.